I have been invaded. They sit there with their creepy green masks. They talk, but it is hard to understand them. UH. and here come more. These are not of the strange "masked" variety. However, the one resembling my father comes in with a Carebear Birthday Balloon. I now have visions of some screaming child chasing him down the hall . "I want my balloon, back."Who are these strangers? Where did they come from? How did they get past the guards?....Oh, no. One is coming towards me. It speaks my name. It says...Well. I can't quite remember. In the reverse of a normal nightmare, I actually was awake for the first part and fell asleep for the rest.
I am still here and I am still alive. Although not doing nearly as well as I was a few days ago. I got my last chemo on Sunday. My brother Paul flew in from Chicago and spent the next few days with me. It was really nice to have him here, but I felt a little badly. My body just wasn't able to tstay awake. I fell asleep a lot. I 'd wake up from a nap and paul would be sitting there reading a book. I'm just loads of fun right now.
On to the news. This is the end of day 1. Yesterday, day 0, I got my stemcells back. It unfortunatly coincides with the low period of my counts so I'm sicka nd achy and cranky and tired and ....(Don't smile. I'm not always like that)
No, for the most part I still think I'm doing OK. I have bad patches in the mornings. Yes, I have had to use the call button from the bathroom twice, cause I was so sick I couldn't move. But this is really all to be expected. Sucks...but expected.
Anyway, as I was saying, Paul has been here for the last few days. He and Carol both sat with me today, which was good for them because I slept until 2. They kept eachother company. Then Paul left for the airport and Katrina and Chuck showed up. Now because Kat, Chuck and Carol are all teachers and can not vouch for the germs they pick up from their students, they all decided to wear masks. Hence my opening sequence. I did get a happy birthday balloon from my father, but I'm pretty sure he bought it with his own money. And no, it is not my birthday, It just what they call getting your stemcells back. your new birth. DAy 1.
That's really all I have in me for tonight. Erica will be here tomorrow. Maybe Ill let her blog. She hasn't yet.
Night
Elizabeth